My name is Hannah, but sometimes I wonder if it should be something else. Cause well, Ive kind of lost myself. I dont know who I really am anymore. They say being a teenager is the best and worst years of your life. And well, so far Ive experienced more "worst" then "best". I love my friends but it seems like theyve all got someone or something better to do with their time. Clubbing and partying take me to a whole other universe. Its like all my fears and troubles leave me with an blank canvas when i dance the night away without a care in the world. I think the biggest reason i love it so much, is because i usually only go with a few close friends.. Or whoever i manage to get to come with me. And nobody else but that person knows me or will judge me. Thats what I like the most i think. Ive been through a lot in my life and live with a lot of regrets. I try to look past them however and just live life. Not to sound full of myself either but, im different from just any other girl. Ive been cheated on, lied to, used, and abused. Never once have i done that back to anyone nor would i even consider doing it. Especially to the person i love. Or even just have a crush on, even. I like to think im different in a good way, but hell. I dont know anymore...

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